Allergies!!!! HNNNNG!

I'm the kind of person that just loves rain. In fact, I get pissed when it's a sunny day! XDD
But this lovely rain has made the weeds at my house grow literally OVERNIGHT! WTF!! XDD
Anyone else have this problem?! XD

My Personal Thoughts and Opinions on Yaoi. (Mainly on Black Butler ''yaoi''...)

Going to go on about something that's been bothering me for a pretty long time. The poster above I made starts us off. A man should be able to hug another male, hang out with that male, and confide in him, without a bunch a girls screaming ''KYAAA GAYY <3'' That makes men shy away, and not be able to get as close! They're not homosexual, but rather have a nice healthy friendship. Thats on men in reality isnt it....uh...getting back to my point...^-^'

ANYWAYY. I'll go on, showing the impressions I get from various Black Butler screenshots and official art. >.<

Okay. I can hear the fangirls already. ''KISSS'' No. The impression I get is that even though Ciel appears to be under Sebastians power, he somehow still has controls this situation. He is super confident, and doesn't mind a stronger man being over him, because he still has power. I dont remember what scene this is from, so I'm missing alot more, but that's what I get from looking at it.

Impression. Black Butler tends to be pretty dramatic, which is one of his appeals, so naturally the art will be as well. Fangirl, ''LOVERSS''. Me, ''Weakness.''
 How does that not strike you the same? Sebastian is obviously serving and supporting his delicate master. I can not find a better way to describe this. XD

I don't think this one could be misconstrued as yaoi as well, but I'll talk about it anyway. Servants are suppose to do everything their master says. Even change his shoes while he eats choco on a fancy couch XD
Ciel can put his legs where ever he damn pleases. He is the master relaxing without a care. Not trying to seduce Sebastian . XD 


Ciel's expression confuses me abit here. He does look like he's thinking, ''So this is what a dead body feels like...'' XD I don't read this as a lover mourning his man lover, I see this as young-boy-mourning-close-relationship.

Sorry I couldn;t find better screenshots, so I'll talk about the final scene of season one.
You know, where he strokes Ciel's face abit, and rubs his eyepatch off? Obviously what came to my mind was, an animal playing with his food. He's enjoying every little bit of being able to devour Ciel's soul, which his face obviously shows. He's damn hungry, and lustfull for that soul. Do you really think he would be thinking at that moment, ''Aw, look at how snuggly Bocchan looks, I want to bang him. '' NOOO. HE WANTS DAT SOULLL. XDD

On a side note; fangirls really disapoint me. You have to have your mind in a naughty, dirty place to constantly be thinking what they think. Can't you just enjoy the drama? I've had yaoi fangirls rip my head off for suggesting straight shipping. What the hell! Are you totally anti male/female now?! You sure aren't anti male/female when you admire Sebastian taking his shirt off! XD

So. Enough of my ranting for now. My intent isn't to offend or be rude, it is simply to state my opinion.
Wonder what I'll fill this blog with next.....uhuhuhuhu XD

Mmmmhmmmm <3

New Lineart Attempt

So I had an epic realization. Since I loveee the marker tool in paint tool sai to sketch, why not try my hand at linearts with it?? Its so lovely!! Its so smooth, and the smoothness makes me want to make better lines too >.<
It is a pain to color, because I should have used a smaller brush, and made it darker, but its not too bad.
I do hate Ciel's head here though....I should have fixed it before I was a moron, and merged the line layer and hair lines layer together.....UNNNG TAT

I suppose that's all I have to say....TAT XD

Fail hairstlye experiment XDD

I saw this lovely video on youtube, (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oLvO3DE4zx8)
Cool huh? Well it was a bit girly for me, So I tried to make the hair go more vertical, kinda like ive seen s bunch of times on visual kei and j-rock guys <3 Needless to say my attempt FAILED TAT I tried to make it look kinda like this...(excuse my craptastic art LOL )

But it came out even more craptastic! The pins kept sliding out, it was messy, and it sucked! But you cant even tell from my pictures anyway...fufufufu

You can actually see it here....

Ones after this one shot in the car while my mum talked on the phone LOL she didnt even notice!

Pretty hair extention I got from Hot Topic when I was emo four years ago LOL

I definately want a redo of this. Serious! This time I'm gettin' serious! I'm buying a tail comb, and I'm buying nonslip bobby pins! If there is such a thing......eheheheh XDDD So another stupid, irrelevant post by yours truly! But then again, is there anything else but stupid irrelevant things in my blog? <3